Six Days Until the turn of my quarter century...
ahhh. twenty five.
what the hell? really, how does time fly by so fast? I remember Dad always telling me as you get older, the clock turns faster. Wow, is that true. I remember his words, because I really couldn't grasp HOW the days really could pass any faster. That was back when I would play in the tree house for hours, then go swimming. Then came the huge decision as to what to do next. Maybe go to "the school" to play on the bars, or swing for hours, or play basketball in the silver spray painted court in our driveway. Life was so simple. The amazing thing is that children have no concept of what lies ahead of them-thank God. I always thought life was a puzzle, and you were given a piece of the puzzle day by day, and year by year. I have learned that in reality I sort through the pieces of the puzzle, to find the ones I need, and discard many unecessary pieces that don't fit in my life.
i have six days to go, but i haven't cried yet (like i did when i turned eighteen! remember mom!) i have accepted adult responsibility while still acting like a child, and i probably will the rest of my life....
what the hell? really, how does time fly by so fast? I remember Dad always telling me as you get older, the clock turns faster. Wow, is that true. I remember his words, because I really couldn't grasp HOW the days really could pass any faster. That was back when I would play in the tree house for hours, then go swimming. Then came the huge decision as to what to do next. Maybe go to "the school" to play on the bars, or swing for hours, or play basketball in the silver spray painted court in our driveway. Life was so simple. The amazing thing is that children have no concept of what lies ahead of them-thank God. I always thought life was a puzzle, and you were given a piece of the puzzle day by day, and year by year. I have learned that in reality I sort through the pieces of the puzzle, to find the ones I need, and discard many unecessary pieces that don't fit in my life.
i have six days to go, but i haven't cried yet (like i did when i turned eighteen! remember mom!) i have accepted adult responsibility while still acting like a child, and i probably will the rest of my life....


3 Comments:
At 9:27 PM ,
Lynette said...
Back when I was 25 I had 2 boys and thought life was just a bowl full of jello that I could not get to gell for the life of me!!! Life and age are what you make of it. It is full of little steps and big steps and they all have to be taken to see where they are going to lead you. Sometimes you like where you are and sometimes you want to back up and start over but that is not possible. You just step back and look at what you may have learned from that piece of the puzzle!! You are never done with the puzzle or else you in a hohum life and somehow I don't see that in you!!! Do you have any big wishes from your Mom and Dad?? I so enjoy this blogging thing I will see if I can get Dad interested some night. What could we call him???
At 4:13 AM ,
kelli said...
I really can't wait for you to find and open your time capsule. While I don't want to spoil anything for you and tell you the things I think and know are in there, I do! Not that I've snooped at all, scouts honor, but you know how crazy detailed my memory is! I can remember VERY distinctly you sitting in your Mickey room on your bed compiling pieces, thoughts and "lists" of things. So, while I'd love to "slip" these thoughts and memories that are filling my head the more I think about them, I'll just keep them to myself. Unlike the identical (like the one I got for my First Communion)Garfield watch that you got for your birthday that I told you about BEFORE your birthday, making you cry, I'll keep the secrets to myself! Oh this memory is so funny! I remember when you opened it, you first glared at me that scary, this is SOOO the last birthday party of mine you're ever coming to, (though you couldn't really uninvite me b/c I was at your house all the time anyway!!)look, then you smiled at your parents and acted surprised. Though this memory is fading and perhaps I'm crossing it with thoughts of my treasured Garfield watch, I think I remember it not even working or being broken. I have thoughts of feeling immense guilt for it too! Lord only knows. It was probably just my conscience getting to me about spilling the beans. I was really just excited for us to have yet another thing that was the same! I think this may have also marked the time in which we stopped "trading" things and I started "giving" you anything and everything you expressed interest in of mine! I must have felt our friendship was in serious jeopardy! Funny. Happy Birthday and cheers to many years of memories!
P.S. Am I invited to your birthday party?
At 11:42 AM ,
Becki said...
have you guys found my time capsule envelope-it would be awesome if you could send it here by my b-day. it will be the biggest thing i have to look forward to. i work sunday...
kell-here is what i remember about my time capsule. did i make it somewhere or somehow with creepy mr. skinner? that would be sixth grade...
-kero stickers on the envelope
-lime green friendship bracelet i wore the summer i stayed in aberdeen. we were staining their fence and a fly landed on my bracelet, i killed it with the stain, and thought it was soo cool, that i would want it in my 25th birthday time capsule.
-a "when i turn 35" list. I am pretty sure it included being a buff basketball player at UNL, and having a husband, dog, three children, and a white picket fence around my house when i turn thirty. fat chance! ha.
i really don't remember much more! i can't wait to see it. do you remember how old i was when it was compiled?
mom, i don't know what i want this year. just my time capsule, a nursing degree, and a million dollars...oh yeah, world peace, too!
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